I found out one of my bestfriends (desha) is moving to Mississippi…which is about 7 hours away from me…and i’ll NEVER get to see her…unfortunately both of my bestfriends HATE each other…and well today i was really sad..and like tearing up and stuff and my bestfriend (derick) decided to say to me “well I’m glad she’s moving! she needs to get away from here!” …..honestly in that moment i wanted to punch him..not even joking…i’m on the verge of tears and tells me hes glad my friend is moving…not exactly the thing you should be telling me right now dude…
I can’t picture someone thinking about me before they fall asleep, or telling their friends about me. I can’t picture anyone getting butterflies because I said hi to them, or even just smiled at them. I can’t picture someone smiling at the computer screen or their cell phones when we’re talking. I mean like…Why would they even do that? I’m just me. Nothing extraordinary, or special.
its sad how many notes this has. or that i’m probably four of them.
I let them naturally fade. If I wash them off I feel like I’m washing away the concert